Wednesday, December 10, 2003

the legendary power of the Al-Nyte-er

well, i'm here to tell you it ain't what it used to be. It's kind of funny- this mihgt just be my school, except that.. it was the same at the other school i went to too. Also an art school. It's kind of considered like a badge of honor. 'I pulled an all nighter last night." Bravely. When really, i think it's kind of lame, actually. It means you didn't budget your time right. It shouldn't come to that, where you have to pull an all nighter to get by, you fucked up somehow. That's my opinion.

That said, i pulled an all nighter last night. I was going to write journal entries and see if i could track my mind's deterioration hour by hour. But Blogger wasn't working. Oh well, i'll tell you what i learned. first of all, i'm not the same as i used to be. Maybe i'm just too used to sleep that i can't go without it any more. Also i've really learned to love sleep. i'ts great. Sensual enjoyment like taking a bath or eating. Stuff that feels good.

To get back to the subject, i just can't go without sleep like i used to. Last night was the first time i've had to do that this session at school. I mean ever. Since coming to this school.

The other thing i learned was to not fuck around so much on projects and- this is the thing- get them to a state of done-ness, or turn-in-able-ness as soon as possible. After that, any extra time you can spare will just make it better. i don't know if i'm jsut discovering stuff everyone but me knew. Time budgeting stuff.

Which reminds me- i'm basically wasting time here because i don't want to study. Now that i've realized that i'm just procrastinating, the jig is up. so i gotta go work on stuff now.

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