idea book

There are three spatial dimensions, why can't there be more than one temporal dimension? Only that we're not equipped by our sense to percieve it. Read Flatland for a good metaphor about how someone who exists in more dimensions would appear to a fewer-dimesional percieving person. Each additional dimension a level of complexity.

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another world accessible only by closing your eyes

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A giant backdrop- Peter Max style- saying War is Good Business
Hang behind any press releases from the White House

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immortalize

i just wanted to let everyone know that i'm having a great time- just chilling out with the rain rolling down the windows, the cool jazz playing, nowhere to go... just coming up with ideas and being creative. it's great.

i wish this moment could go on forever.

Meta-Idea

I think it was Hideo Kojima (creator of Konami's Metal Gear Solid) who gave me the idea. He said in an interview that he has a pad where he just accumulates ideas that come to him day to day. When he needs an idea for something, he looks in his 'idea book'. It's a grerat idea, because ideas you crib from the book are still yours. Sort of like editing yourself over time. So, i stole that idea, and keep such a book. I haven't been able to get to the computer lately, but in that other state more, and more often, than ever before. So, i wrote stuff down in my idea book.

And so, finally, stuff from over the holiday...

the jerry springer show is human cockfighting

hi i'm back. school is out. i feel like i've had a lot of good ideas lately, been real fertile creatively. Maybe it's the cold, the stress, the drugs, but just maybe i feel a little closer to the truth.

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isn't it human's duty to have peak experiences?

if i was the president...

i'd have a big computer simulation running all the time. It'd be a map of the U.S. with overlays of all systems that you, as the leader of the most pwerful country in the freee world, would have access to. Monitors of everything- tax rates, crime indexes, economic health, unemployment rates- would be superimposed over the map, and it would be a real-time view of the country's health as a whole.

it would be called the 'Big Board One'

almost there...

stay on target...
I can't shake him!
Stay on target...

the legendary power of the Al-Nyte-er

well, i'm here to tell you it ain't what it used to be. It's kind of funny- this mihgt just be my school, except that.. it was the same at the other school i went to too. Also an art school. It's kind of considered like a badge of honor. 'I pulled an all nighter last night." Bravely. When really, i think it's kind of lame, actually. It means you didn't budget your time right. It shouldn't come to that, where you have to pull an all nighter to get by, you fucked up somehow. That's my opinion.

That said, i pulled an all nighter last night. I was going to write journal entries and see if i could track my mind's deterioration hour by hour. But Blogger wasn't working. Oh well, i'll tell you what i learned. first of all, i'm not the same as i used to be. Maybe i'm just too used to sleep that i can't go without it any more. Also i've really learned to love sleep. i'ts great. Sensual enjoyment like taking a bath or eating. Stuff that feels good.

To get back to the subject, i just can't go without sleep like i used to. Last night was the first time i've had to do that this session at school. I mean ever. Since coming to this school.

The other thing i learned was to not fuck around so much on projects and- this is the thing- get them to a state of done-ness, or turn-in-able-ness as soon as possible. After that, any extra time you can spare will just make it better. i don't know if i'm jsut discovering stuff everyone but me knew. Time budgeting stuff.

Which reminds me- i'm basically wasting time here because i don't want to study. Now that i've realized that i'm just procrastinating, the jig is up. so i gotta go work on stuff now.

jazz music plays in my dreams

i'm assaulted by memories actually. i keep remembering other days like this, the sky all overcast. i think it kinda allows you to take stock of memory, sort of shuffle it around so it balances out, settles. Can't stop remembering. But it's pleasant.

ass-kissing culture pumps

ive been sick.

it's hard to even compose words when sick, typing into a keyboard seemed like an impossible chore. i just wanted to say one thing in favor of medical mar i juana. Almost as good as the major brand, the green liquid. An excellent multi-symptom cold reliever.

I believe it also stimulates memories. i was just thinking about what was the earliest memory i could remember. And the funny thing was, it was a later memmory than the previous 'oldest memory i could remember'. i felt like my rememberable 'event horizon was receding.

Well, i kind of feel like i've been learning a lot this past year, maybe it's pushing some older stuff out. It's not such a weird thing really, your brain has a limited amount of space. Finite.

Funny, sometimes it makes you forget, and sometimes it makes you remember. It's definitely connected to memory in some way. The same brain chemical.