Monday, November 17, 2003

i want a little house in the forest, on the edge of all civilization.

i feel real busy. i've got a lot of stuff hanging over my head. School is winding down, so i'm gonna be busy till the holidays. And then theres the holidays.

i feel so stressed that i begrudge any time not spent working on my projects as a waste of time and feel guilty because of it. I know it's my attitude that's the problem, but...

That's why this one is short. gotta get back. Right now i'm doing a portrait of Raymond Loewy. Painted. due wednesday. i have to stop workingon that soon because i have to do a 10-minute oral report on Thomas Aquinas for my Tuesday morning class, and then a visual comparison of Verner Panton's works, due tue evening. gulp. i wish the me of the future could send the finished work back into the past to the me of now.

What i really want is to be left alone. i want a little house in the forest, on the edge of all civilization. i just don't know how to get there. How do i get there?

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